The past few days have been just that. *points up* Boyfriend broke up with me on Thursday night and i cried all the way til he called me earlier today. We're back together, but it's still scary for me. I've never cried for so long at once in my entire life. We're supposed to talk about things tonight. And sean is being an ass and making me feel like shit right now. I almost feel like Cory only got back together with me because he felt guilty...

I love you guys u know that? No drama between us on the internet and yet there's always someone there for u when u need them. :/

So ya we'll see how things go.... I love him and I want to be with him. I just need to know that he loves me too.....

I would feel so much better if sean wasnt here. It just brings all my doubts to the front of my mind and makes me want to start crying all over again. It's nice to have brittney here though.

Too many people... I was thinking it would just be a quiet night with maybe brennon and cody here so the two of us could talk things out. I'm scared to have the discussion but i want to have it at the same time.

Off to play WOW now. I've missed that game soooooo fucking much.